BOREDOM LEADS TO MADNESS!

juz imagine! not being able to go out at all for 3 mths .. 3 whole LONG mths!
seriousli not cOOL!

why? dammit! i m so in the mood to go to the beach and feel the cool wind and the sea water ...
MAN!


-cantgetenough.

phew! i sure m glad tat i was saved by kim(leng) , my ex-classmate and my always gd fren,from BOREDOM !
man! if leng hadn't send me the movie script today, i would have probably been kissin the wall.. lol.. kiddin.. i mean i seriousli didnt no wat to do!

i must say! her story is really GOOD and i mean REALLY GOOD!
everything a suspense and a thrill filled movie would need is in the story!
the sex, the scandal, the family, the girl, the everything!
hahas!
and i m sure the people are gonna like it! more like LOVE IT! hahas..
all the best leng!

and then comes the annoyin part .. i have to suffer from cramps! bloody cramps!
bloody menstrual cramps! hate it so much! ok i no .. no 1 loves it! but anyways..
its killin me! PMS! no FUN i tell you!

yeah ok... some random shit being typed rite now.. hahas..
i cant wait for FRIDAY!
yay!

"beautiful simplicity of style"

-no one is simple in this wicked world...

there is nothin for me to even update .
my life feels juz like a clean piece of white paper.
forgotten the past, not all tho.. its gonna take a long time for that to happen.
its realli painful.
but life has to go on and so it shall.
but i still miss YOU!

i miss:
- all the crazy stuff we did together wen we were younger
- all the birthday presents and wishes u would give me every year of my b'day
- all the stupid chats on IRC ( haha goin to random ppl and typin FUCK YOU continuously!)
- all the bitchin
- all the ghost stories
- the time i got caught by ur mom and bro for stealin highlighters, cloth pecks, markers ,etcs(wen i was say 6 yrs old)

but now everything has changed..
it was the 1st time last yr tat u actualli forgot my b'day.
tho u made up for it the very nxt day , its still hurtin.
u neva called even wen i got my results.
i m not makin a big fuss about it , but its ok.
i really miss all the good old times!
why did you change?
come back to your senses will you?!

only time can tell when would that happen...
if u think i m being childish rite now, so what if i am ?
whatever it is , I STILL MISS YOU!

can you stop anyone from LOVIN you?

-imissedthelastsong.

oh my !
life has neva been this boring for me !
its this feelin of irritation and anger and enamo enamo all mix together= MAJOR BOREDOM!!
gawd!!

its seriousli annoyin...
anyways most of my post has been about the things tat has somehow affected me and not forgettin BOREDOM too!

so this time i shall post the happenings( YEA RITE!) of my life!

lets see..

i havent been goin out in like weeks except for this weekend
where i wen ova to my cuz place in yishun..
some happenin place tat is..
anyways.. i wen there and was laughin away ,with my cuz eunice, at all the stoopid stuffs we talked and crapped about...
den something happened!
relax .. its oni her phone.. it wen cranky and it switched off!
she was super happy i tell you ! ( I KNOW!! WIERD!!)
well the reason to her happiness is cos shes been waitin to change her fone
to the pink one.. v3 ..
and guess wat ? she did get tat phone in the end!
hahas lucky chic she is !

anyways.. tats all i guess..

i guess all theses posts were neva read ..but i still go ahead, juz to kill time.

-bored,sad HUMAN _______

BOREDOM KILLS!

tats it!


-lost in a place called BOREDOM ):

hmmm..
i juz happened to realise something..
something that is sadly true!

well if u were to see, the ppl ard u who r the closest to u is ur family...
we seldom tell our family members how much we love them and stuff..
but later wen u've probably gone overseas for a week or 2 without ur family..
u happen to have to feelin of missin them so much..

its some sort of a human nature..
lets say.. u've got this fren u've known for a long time n havent seen or talked to this fren for a long time ..
one day u see this gd fren of yours n u get this feelin of happiness..
and since tat day u kept givin this fren a call and meetin up often...
and bare in mind this gd fren of yours misses u alot too..
as days wen by.. this fren starts to get "sian" of u..
no matter how many msges u sent.. maybe out of 10 u only get 1 reply!
my my.. how sad!
this fren also stops talkin to u much ..
and u start to think tat this fren is avoidin u and this fren is startin to hate u and all sorta stuff comes to ur mind and corrupts it!
then u think to yourself.. maybe i should keep away from this gd fren of mine
so tat he/she will no the value of my care, concern and love...
hmmm...
wat happens nxt?
i dont know..

well from this example, we do learn one thing..
we should learn to appreciate everyone ard us..
and to all those frens who have BEST FRENS..
if u r in the same situation as the example stated above..
dont feel bad.. tat fren of yours will realise the sad TRUTH tat he/she
didnt no the value of YOU..
and some day he/she will approach and let you no how much he/she has lotsa care, concern and love for you!
SOME DAY .. OF THAT I AM SURE!

-we know the value of a person's care, concern and love only when they are far away from US____

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat,
and he showed it once to me He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

-a song about TRUE LOVE______

Love

what about love?
love, to some is affection and concern
love, to some is understanding
love, to some is passion
love, to some is lust
love, to some is a feeling of getting everything you've ever wanted
love, to some is pure joy

most people think that VALENTINE"S DAY is only celebrated by couples in love
is that true?
to me, that's a NO NO.
Valentine's day can be celebrated by anyone and everyone!
it can be a friend, a mother/father, grandparents, siblings, neighbour .. anyone
hahas , go ahead and wish everyone you know.

I'll start it all..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE!

okay.

about my day today.
it wasnt that bad.
but it sure was very tiring!
i had to clear my junkie !
hahas.
i nearly died after seeing the amount of stuff i was gonna throw away!
it was like 3 bags full!
and the 3 bags are not the normal NTUC plastic bags.
its the green one used for recycling.
and another 3 NTUC plastic bags full !
most were POA WORKSHEETS!!
i was so HAPPY!! like totally!
i hated POA so much that i've been waiting for this very day to throw them all away!
YAY! i dont have to see it anymore!!
if given a chance i would BURN IT!!
ARGH!! that's how much i hate POA!
yeniways, i had to dump them into the rubbish chute and it stinks like GOD KNOWS WHAT!
yeah and i am like having a terrible headache right now!
i've no idea why am i changing my font colors every now and then.
but who cares?! hahas
oh wells..
i've got a month and a half to kill!
have to plan things now so that i dont waste my time !
yeahs..

so i guess i'll stop here..

-was loved,still loving and always loving! smile (:

-my O'Level isnt over yet ___________


neva brag or tell everyone what your future plan is .
its betta to do and show it than to tell and not prove it !

- RUTH
( i've been thru it and i dont wan any1 else to go thru it !)

so annoyed now! like realli fuckin annoyed if its needed for the emphasis!
i m
in sucha situation where i cant cry or smile or even but pissed!
its sucha annoyin situation tat i wish no 2 would eva be in this bloody situation!
wat eva it is ...
wat is done is done.. i cant do anything about the past .. but i know i can do something about the future..
and i will FUCKIN DO IT!

PLS STOP MIXIN OPINIONS!!!!!!!!!

I seriousli dont need all of this right now u no ..
i've been thru enough for 1 day!
i dont need another day juz like yesterday!
NEVER!

i fuckin hate it!
its seriousli not funny!
ITS FUCKIN ANNOYIN U GOT ME!!!

i m leavin everything to GOD!!
TATS IT !!

I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS !!

FUCKIN ANNOYED!

- wishing you were here______

well well well..

havin patience is worth it i guess..
anways..

the grammy awards like seriousli rox!
its was soooo cooL..
but sadly i missed the beginnin of it !
Thank god there is an encore telecast of it tonite at 10! i gotta catch it!
so many artists gettin awards for the talents!

how i wish i could be one of them..
" YEAH RITE!! I CAN DREAM ON..."
hahas..
i have all the rites to dream and so i shall :P

oh wells.. its my results tmr!
i m not freakin out now!
and i dont wish to either..

I have full faith in GOD !

-blessed and touched by the LORD!

TODAY..wat about today?

nothin!.. juz the same old things again..
sucha borin life!
cant wait to get back to skol life again!

oh wells i guess i've nothin much to update ..
juz updatin for the sake of updatin...
cos i've got nothin to do...

i guess wounds takes a long time to heal..
ESP if its a deep one!

To my special fren ( i dunno if i m to u , but u r TAT SPECIAL FREN to me..) :
if u r readin this, i m glad..
wen u r down, i'll be there to lift u up..
wen u r sad, i'll be there to lend u my shoulder..
wen u need to talk to someone, i'll be more than happy to be tat someone..
wen u r happy, i'll be glad to watch u the way u r ..
and i m sure all your close frens would definitely be there for you no matter wat..
eg of ur close frens: jebby.. pravindo..rj.. pallavi..and afew i dunno..
and i guess i shall try to become one of ur close frens..i've always wanted to be ..but i neva realli told you..

dont worry bout the problems u face..
its part and parcel of life..
i m sure it will be ova soon..
and

I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU!
I PROMISE!
I LOVE YOU TOO!

hahas and i m not jokin!
poured out my heart.. and i feel much betta..
do the same!

I am sure u no who u r now.. SMILE! :)

-smilin' away

tdy tdy tdy..
was juz another simply day with all the usual things happenin..

oh wells..

i gotta no yesterday tat the results r released on FRIDAY, 10 FEB- 2.30pm...
i guess this is it.. my whole life is gonna change all based on this result...
there's both gd and bad to the release of the results..

lets start with the BAD PART:
-wont get to slack as much as i m slackin rite now..
-the scary+anxious+enamo enamo feelins all = FREAKIN OUT!!( which is so not happenin!)

its seriousli a very wierd feelin tats both shiok and freaky!
irony
i hate it! lols..

GOOD PART:
-get to keep my mind occupied unlike rite now
-get more cash :P ( hahas.. i m totalli broke now!!)

wateva it is , i still gotta go get my results..

things to do on 10 FEB, FRIDAY:

-leave everything to GOD ( i've been doin tat ever since i dont no wen..lols)
-stay strong
-smile
-smile
-smile and keep on smilin even wen heart goes lubbu tubbu lubbu tubbu
-smile even wen i can hear my heart pumpin at my ears ( MAN ! tats the worst part of gettin results!! actualli one of the worst :P)

lets see if i can do all of these on friday yea?

- still waitin :(

sigh..
i guess my previous blog was a sudden outbreak of emotional distress..
sudden mood swing..
suddenli felt as if every1 whom i love and care for (other than my family) are juz slippin away from me..
far far away..

it feels very painful..
i seriousli hate this feelin..
so uncool man! like totalli!
anyways, so wat if no 1 reads my blog..
i m fine with it.. i guess..
juz tat, i feel tat there's no 1 there .. no special fren.. no one!

why does this stoopid feelin have to torture me like almost every min?!
why all of a sudden?

i guess this is wat happens wen u r at home for 3 mths ..

oh wells.. enough of the sad and irritatin side of life..
now more on the brighter side..

i guess there's nothin!

oh yea maybe there is .. my results are comin!
SOON!!

-disturbed`

stop torturin me with your silence..
that silence pierces my heart like no other..
all i wanted is to be a true fren who would be there for you ..
to lend you my ear and my shoulder for u to lean on and cry on wen u need to..
but all u do is IGNORE !
WHY?!

cant i be there ?
cant i help ?
cant i be part of ur life?

m i tat bad?
tat bad tat i cant be ur fren?
tat special fren together with all of ur grp of frens?
is it wrong for me to join u guys?

-its all up to u my fren, a fren whom i wanna be true to and be there for..

hello once again!
this whole week has been so bz tat i din even realise tat its friday tdy!
like WTH! haha.. tats super de duper fast!! UNBELIEVABLE!
oh wells..
to tell about this week ..
it was mainly of cuz's weddin'
it was juz yesterday..
man! the weddin was simply yet GRAND!
quite abit of and irony eh?
but indeed it was true!
how cool is tat?! haha.

the day b4 yesterday was her "NALUNGU"?? ..
its a ceremony b4 the weddin and its done for the bride..
yeniways.. ya tat was done and it wasnt too bad i guess..

as for the weddin yesterday..
i still havent realli recovered from the shock tat my cuz actualli juz got married!
hahas.. i mean its natural la..
hehe .. i guess i need abit more time to recover :P
but the weddin was gr8!
aft the weddin, my aunt asked like all of us ( her sisters and their family) to come ova to her place
cos both the bride and bride groom will be comin there..
so we wen there and waited for the couple to come..
they came , they ate, the took pictures, the bride wen to her room with her mom..
wen they came out, they were both cryin !! cos the bride gotta to go to her hubby's house..
seriously!! tat was EXTEMELY SADDENING!!! i couldnt watch .. aft the bride and groom left, my aunt kept cryin..
sigh.. every1 wen to comfort her.. damn sad la!.. THAANGA MUDIYAVILLAI!!( taboleh tahan!!) it was indeed a sad moment!.. its very natural for a mom to cry la.. so every1 left her alone to cry to her hearts content..
MAN!! hahas.. well all of us left ard 12.30 in the mornin.. wen i got home i was flat on bed and didnt get up till like 8 in the mornin!

tdy i had to go for this blood test for i god knows y! and it was super annoyin !
cos the blood test is like 3 FREAKIN hours LONG!!! WTH!!
and worst of all i haven eaten anything cos of the blood test!
the 1st test wasnt too bad..
it was the 2nd which was IRRITATIN!!
i had to drink this glucose drink and it was DISGUSTIN!!
YUCK!!and wait for an hour to past!
to make things worst the time past realli slow!! like realli slow!
ew?! then took the test all la..
the 3rd one was realli very painful!.. tat damn nurse doesnt no how to even draw blood properly!!
DAMMIT!!.. muz poke her poke there then oni she happi! bLOody CHICKEN BACKSIDE!

OMG!!! i dont believe it!! this is the longest post i have eva given in my entire bloggin LIFE!!

i guess i'll stop here :P

-itotisawapoodycat!