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 Sunday, November 26, 2006|9:04 PM
hello to all living things. i m suffering from a terrible mood swing! it juz keeps swinging here and swinging there like the world is turning upside down! (i know it doesnt make much sense! but anw!) its juz annoyin. n to make things worst! i feel like vomiting.wtf. i m juz so pissed at myself. for what? well there are so many reasons! 1. i dont do what i say! 2. i cant even maintain a proper relationship with a friend whom i claim best friend! 3. i juz dont feel motivated to do ANYTHING! 4. i procrastinate for EVERYTHING! 5. i lost all my fucking songs in my nano! n i blame myself for that! 6. i have got too many things in my mind that i feel like running away from them! 7. i look forward to a great week ahead in school and all i get is SHIT (not all the time , but even the slightest thing that happens to be shitty during that one day, makes EVERYTHING SHITTY!) 8. i feel that everything is AWKWARD! 9. i hate my MOOD SWINGS! 10.i cant help thinking bout the day where EVERYTHING WILL BE BACK TO NORMAL! IS IT JUST ME?! bloody passing cloud! There! 10 reasons why i'm pissed at myself! i seriously need things to loosen up FOR GOD'S SAKE! this is just too much to take all at one go! STRESS SEY! Taboleh Tahan! i m gonna make sure to get rid of all those things stated above ASAP! Most can be resolved by ME! a few CANNOT be resolved by ME, but by others! oh Lord, kadavuleh,tuhan! pls help me! i feel so tight! (stressed!) i need to loosen up!!( RELAX!) -I'm tellin u to loosen up my buttons babe! uh huh! =) its up you. Labels: Downs of my life xoxo 
Friday, November 24, 2006|9:47 PM
hows it going all you humans? i love my new blogskin! i think its SEXAY! anw, i was just reading thru my best friend's blog. it was pretty cool to read the past . u know? to rmb all those fun times together. the crappy things we talked about and the things we would do juz to make each other laugh our heads off with all the other darlings. bitch about almost anything and everything under the sun. its been awhile i could say & man i say i MISS THE TIMES HELL LOADS! its not as if there's anything is wrong , but somethings juz not right. the word is AWKWARDNESS. juz cos of this one thing ,everything is juz haywire! i so need this best friend. u know if u ever read this (i guess unlikely) , juz know this: i seriously dunno what u r thinking or how u feel towards me now or if awkwardness is the only issue, but one thing is for sure, i m still the same and will remain the same . i know it takes time for this awkwardness to wear out . i dont mind waitin. its not the waiting part. its what comes aft the "awkwardness" thing. i seriously dunno whats its gonna be like. its probably not gonna be the same. but the most impt thing now is for things fall back in place and to get stable. my my , i never knew that awkwardness could do this much of damage to me. its probably cos i've never been thru sucha situation and NOT THIS LONG for that matter! thats why i m so paranoid. i dun wanna looose a friend like u & u know it. alrite enough of this matter. its the weekends! i dunno whats the plan yet. but i guess i should be catchin HAPPY FEET tmr!! haha i m so excited! well i'll get going now! enjoy ur weekends all u lovely people! and u too Best Friend . xoxo
Thursday, November 16, 2006|7:47 PM
TIME. A simple yet complicated word. Ironic? yes. i know. time is indeed unique. how? time can never be reversed. whatever that had happened a sec ago will never come back. time, time, time... time can save lives! time can change lives! time can Resolve things! time canNOT be replaced! TIME WAITS FOR NO ONE! wondering why am I talkin about time? well, I do have my reasons. but its betta left unsaid. I do wonder why do people say, " No time! I've got so many things to do ! WHY??!". In fact, I'm also one of these people. God has given us 24 hrs a day yet all we do is complain that we dont have enough time. We complain about everything. Who do we blame? We blame everyone & everything else except for ourselves. Strange but VERY TRUE! How many times would we have admitted that we've done mistakes or listen to what others have to say about our faults? To be honest , I seriously think its a minimal number. Why? Cos its really hard to admit? Afraid of what others might think? Too "Maalu"? Ego? hmmm... it depends on individual. Time! once again has decided to play a lil game rite now! a Game of LIFE! LIFE consist of Loved ones, Irreplaceable ones, Friends,Enemies. I've always been afraid of losing L.I.F.E. Never do i wanna lose any1 of them at ANY COST! Time. Its time you stop playin such mean games =) Oh and its not that I having many problems or anything . Its juz a random post. Actually, i do have one prob. Hopefully it'll resolve soon =) Time shall resolve everything =) xoxo
Monday, November 13, 2006|7:35 PM
Howdy Yall! its monday eh? well i m gonna make it a point to update every monday. haha.. anw loads of stuffs have happened since the last update. things are somehow changing . for the good i think. things are starting to go back to normal but in a rather slow pace. well i guess it takes time. i'll juz have to wait in awe, while things are pretty much the same for others or may EVEN BETTA! sigh. i'll leave things in the hands of the LORD=) well i m recovering from whateva health problem i've been suffering from. life in school is okay. friend(s)... okay i guess. oh yeah! i had my o's last wed and i think it went pretty good i should say! whatever it is, i sure am glad that its over! i miss going out on dates! damme! haha. well, i'll just wait for someone to ask me out. but not just yet! maybe later like next week or after week 6? On second thoughts, ANYTHING ! lol. but i've gotta be free 1st =P aight loves! time to part. aww dont be sad =) i'll be back next monday !! till then .. -Need me ? call ME =) xoxo
Monday, November 06, 2006|6:36 PM
hello once again. its the start of the week and everything still remains the same the health : i dont know what to say. its okay i guess. the school : never been this bad. the life : is going on w/o the fun i use to have. okay whatever. anw, I had a haircut!! and ITS FREAKIN SHORT! hahaha. back to my good ol primary school days! when i got back to school, i got many comments. comments like : -why did u cut ur hair?? but u look nice! -u look soo cute! -u look damme different! -this hairstyle looks good on u ! its betta then ur long hair. -u look european-ish! looks good! -i think i like ur other hair betta! -u look more boyish. -r u gonna become a butch?! ( wtf?! lol OF COS NOT!) -u look funky and cool! th BEST of ALL - U LOOK SPECIAL!!! hahaha. that was one comment i seriously didnt expect! well i've gotta agree , i enjoyed being in the limelight for the day! it was shit cool! felt like a star! BUT that doesnt mean i always love attention ,juz in case u guys think so! i m so not an attention seeker. lol. Random but I mean it! =) i really miss gettin nice, big and warm hugs at the end of the day. those "thanks for the day!", "i enjoyed my time with u!" hugs. its been a long time since i got one of those. -period- EVONNE NG! fyi, i miss u too! & of cos i'll shower u with happiness! =) i wanna see u soon. but im so freakin bz! alot of sch stuffs! nvm. we'll meet after both our exams r over! then we can all go out and enjoy ourselves! hehe=) aight. i betta be goin! =) toodles! xoxo
Thursday, November 02, 2006|8:01 PM
it sure has been a really long time since i've last updated ,hasnt it? well ,to be frank, i havent been of good lately. ever since deepavali day itself. it wasnt the kinda day i've always looked forward to. it was juz so freakin dark and borin. it wasnt at all enjoyable. in fact it was lifeless! so many problems after problems! whats goin on ?! i mean seriously! WHATS GOIN ON?! when 1 matter is solved ANOTHER comes up! & some matters CANT be solved juz so because of ego?! wth! GET A LIFE ! -period- iloveschool! its 1 place where i get to see my friends. times have changed and so have people. anw, this week is definately NOT my week! uncool! totally uncool! fren ->talking health->..... week->%#$^%$&&^&%$~!@#!@$@!# i dont need this rite now dammit! anw, i WANNA WATCH VALLAVAN!!! argh! i juz cant go and watch! atleast not until my o levels is over! next wed! dammme! and i havent done much GAWD oh wells, i'm off to do some studyin. -unspoken problems DO exsist! xoxo
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