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 Friday, April 25, 2008|4:56 PMEmo Friday
in one of the emo/depressed moods now. since ytd night to be exact. depressed bout what you may ask. the usual thing that teens go thru. body image and health. my teenage years are almost comin to an end. will be 19 this may 19. just another year left after i turn 19, before i turn a major! and yet i can still be going thru this body image shit. even tdy, i really think i made a mistake by wearing the shorts out. everytime i walk pass people, i see eyes lookin straight at my thighs cos its too big which makes my shorts go up a lil when i walk. (fyi: my thighs can be described as thunder thighs! if not, why i feel depressed?) i shouldnt have worn it. what was i thinking? made my day worst. it was bad enough when i got up. after comin back from the clinic ytd, i sat and thought for a very long time why do i always end up gettin abscess and falling sick very often. no matter how clean i keep myself or how much of water i drink or how many MEDICATIONS i take for that matter! i think my clinical notes in the clinic is probably the thickest of all. seriously, out of 365 days prolly half of the days i wasnt in good health last year. abscess in the groin la, knee pain la, flu la, ear block la, here pain la there pain la. FUCK ! seriously! FUCK! its really fucked up to get up every morning feeling painful in your groin area and to know you've gotta take FUCKIN MEDICINE! honestly, i'm that close to tears even while typing this out. not cos i feel depressed, but because of FRUSTRATION ! this is not like me. i'm not a very emo person altho i do have my emo moments. everybody does. i had a tough time being the usual me tdy. but i guess i did put up a good show. or at the very least i hope my emo side went unnoticed. even then, i was a lil reserved in between. just cant stand this whole shiat. i dunno why i cant verbally tell anyone how i feel . i think it prolly wont exactly be taken seriously because i'm not a serious person i'm someone who fools and jokes ard. so even if i'm being serious , it'll prolly be taken lightly. (gosh! this is so pessimistic!) so i assume ppl would just go "no la. crazy. think too much."or something else. i also feel scared. scared for what ? i also dunno. i still think i lack confidence. seriously, i just dunno what else to say. i just feel like Fuck now! aight enough said. I'm done here. gonna watch a fav movie of mine to get my mind off this matter! xoxo 
Sunday, April 20, 2008|12:06 PMSch,Sick,Sian,Start of ICAs GUESS WHOSE BACK BABY? yes yes, you're right ! Lekha's back =D well 1st week of sch has finished. dear dear. time indeed is flyin like its got its ass on fire! ICAs are already surfacing and its all one shot in week 5. or at least most. anw, my room looks way too neat now =D why? thanks to my hard work. packin my stuffs and inhaling DUST! yea, so ended yup with dusty nose which lead to havin a runny nose and sore throat. thank god no dusty lungs! if not, kenna pneumonia! my fri was spent sleepin all day long. saturday nothin much. tdy gonna start on freakin ICA. so I'm Outta Here! =D xoxo
Saturday, April 12, 2008|9:49 PMHols comin to an end! Just got back home bout an hour ago. went to toa payoh to buy a new table and chair for my room. makin a few changes to the room. before that went to have a hair cut. which apparently , has not much of a difference except for the fact thats its a lil shorter. sadly, thats THE BEST i can do. anything more, i'll just be BOTAK! lol. went to get my cd playa this morn. anws, this pic was taken last wed.  bought this top last thurs. finally! i been eyein on it for the past 2 mths. just got my spect tdy.  a closer look of The spects. yes, Its D&G =D  After my hair cut,  yes, so this update was brought to you by yours truly ! xoxo
Tuesday, April 08, 2008|5:11 PMMangoesteen feast! okay i dunno if thats how you spell mangoesteen, but i sure enjoyed eating the whole bag of it! YUMMY ! anw, was suppose to go out with debs and mae. but thanks to the DUMB AND ANNOYING HP DELIVERY DUDE and the weather, it got cancelled! sadness! but thank god there's tomorrow! so yup. thursday i've gotta go down to HP's service centre and get my lappy repaired. cos my CD/DVD drive isnt working. then friday i've gotta attend the freakin orientation. i'll be so freakin tired. then weekends might be spent at the chalet. and MONDAY'S BACK TO SCHOOL! wtf! it means, its start of year 3 . oh god! my last year in poly, how sad can that be ? well, i hope i won't do the same mistake i did in last sem again. lol. anw, am off to continue with my pokemon game! Excuse me.=D xoxo
Monday, April 07, 2008|10:58 AMweekends back for an update. the weekends wasnt too bad. Saturday. i was suppose to go out with mom and dad. but annoyingly, dad said he was gonna be back ard 9 . so i kept callin him up every 1/2 hr since 6 and made him meet us at 8. haha. but only for a lil walkin ard at j8. mom brought me to the optics to get my eye checked cos recently, i've been havin terrible headaches which radiates up to my right eye. true enough, my degree increased. on my right eye that is ! something bout astigmatism. the lady said i've a lazy eye comin up. and that if i dont take care it'll get worst. wtf! i decided to use my old spectacles back again only to find it broken in the plastic bag which had loads of junk in it. yes yes, blame it on my irresponsibility. yea then i got this cool frame! 280 bucks! =D haha. went to j8 thinking of getting my Wii modified only to hear from the dude it cost 160 bucks to get it done! insane! thank god i didnt get it done. tell ya why later. got some vcds. got back home ard 10. Sunday. went to suntec ard 3pm. Bought my gap tees! haha. HAPPY HAPPY. went to G3 (the shop where i got my DS and Wii) and asked the dude if i should get my Wii modified. he said its SO NOT A GOOD MOVE! cos Nintendo made its updates for Wii, one that would Crash the whole system the moment it detects a foreign chip in it. which meant that its just as good as ITS DEAD! its a waste of cash paid for the Wii and for the modification! THANK GOD I DIDNT MODIFY IT! PHEW! haha. so i gave my dad this damme pitiful look and he went like "WHAT?" lol. i went like " Can buy for me COOKING MAMA? PLEASE PLEASE!!" and to my suprise he said okay and get another game! i went like you have gotta be kidding! so i got my FAV COOKING MAMA n MARIO OLYMPICS! and cooking mama is so freakin fun! i love it. havent tried the other game tho. shall try it later. yea then we had to rush back cos dad's flight was at 8. oh yea i got myself attachment shoes! finally, a pair of comfortable and soft shoes. so yup, my weekends for you. smell ya later! xoxo
Saturday, April 05, 2008|12:02 AMMy confession. okay so i have a confession to make. I Am OFFICIALLY In LOVE with Pokemon Game on my DS! yes ! its true, you're reading it right! nope, you dont have to rub your eyes or clean your spectacles cos its blur or anything! I LOVE IT! haha. kinda addictive i must admit! lol. Now i know why so many people are so addicted to it. or more like kids. (hey! i'm still a kid at heart and every other way, although i'll be turning 19 soon! =P) haha. yea yea , i know! never judge something without trying it! oh oh and i just saw something that made my eyes twinkle! i really wish i had loads of em! You would too! trust me. haha. sorry, cant tell. its a secret! :P oh wells, off to watch some movies now. Good weekend to all! =D xoxo
Thursday, April 03, 2008|5:38 PM1st post for the month of april its pouring outside and its so dark like its night time. gosh! it so heavy. anw, been up to nothin much except for the ikea outing on tues with the girls and lil india , far east outing the day before with shreya. been slackin at home ever since. honestly not knowing what to do. the net is just getting way too boring cos its like a norm thing that i do every day. in actual fact, u could prolly see me online like 3/4 of the day. as much as i love holidays, i'm startin not like it. actually , i dont like the boring part of my hols. and sadly, its almost everyday. now plans to go JB is also cancelled. when can they ever make up their minds? its absolutely annoying. so tmr's suppose to be "class outing". its not even one , from what i c. its a subgrp outing. aiya. my mood is just off . dont even wanna think bout anything. i dont even know what am i so pissed and irritated about now. oh wells , dad's gonna be back later. haha with games! cooking mama here i come! =D xoxo
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