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 Wednesday, November 25, 2009|10:07 PMWants&Needs
->Rockin apartment ->Puppy ->Tongue pierced ->Tattoo ->DSLR ->AWESOME CLOTHES! ->Bags ->Shoes to go with the clothes of cos! more updates to come(= xoxo 
Sunday, November 15, 2009|10:15 PMteach me right!
so, looks like this is my venting area. its the time of the month , well not exactly yet. in a day or two probably. and my hormones are raging! A LOT for that matter. i probably sound like a stupid teenager who is tryna get used to the " oh-i'm-growing-these-two-lumps-on-my-chest-and-i'm-always-getting-pissed-at-everyone!" idea. my thoughts are like scattered everywhere. and i'm finding hard to put them back to together in a sentence. i should go for english class or something. anw, thats not the point. point is, i'm probably the only traditional fool who reminisces bout the past. but only too often. looks like i've been sitting in the past way too long that i failed to realize that the people around me have moved forward but me, still sittin there talkin about how fun life was as a student. going on and on about how i miss being there and absolutely refuse to accept the fact that i'm actually a workin adult and when i face problems, i handle it the "student" way! whining away and scheming on how to "take her down" and in the process i might have lost a friend's friendship. you see, i'm all about the wonderful beautiful relationships i have with people and i get Extremely affected when it gets destroyed or disrupted. i'm tryin so effin hard to get over the whole student phase of my life, to move on and to think like an adult. ha, when i've finally realized that i was left behind , i felt like a fool. literally really. i wont say that there wasnt anyone who told me to stop the whole whining shit and move on , there certainly was, but i was just too stubborn to move & stood there being in denial. but when i'm hit real bad now, a couple of stuffs are at stake. Trust, careers , relations, confidence, health and what not? its fucked up and i'm facing it, like an adult. Although there are times when i go back to the scheming and whining person when i just cant take it. just for a bit, and then back to an adult. so whatever thats coming my way, i'll take it and gain the experience and learn NEVER to do it again. gaining back trust would take a long time, but i'm willing to wait a lifetime because i give a 100% to any friend who is close to my heart. aight cut the mushy talk, bottom line is i've gotta prove to myself and everyone that i'm mature enough to be taken seriously. so, LIGHT, Camera & ACTION! and there's NO CUT to this one baby! xoxo
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