It ends tonight -The All-American Rejects

Currently my ipod is blasting my house with that beautiful song !
Damme i'm lovin' it!

anw, new year is juz ard the corner.
mygosh.
this is incredible!
363 days have passed.
is that wicked or what?

let me juz review this entire year in this post yea?
okay where do i start?
hmmm..

2006 ,a review. (lol. sounds like a talk show! :P)

alrite.
January

the year started with a big hoo haa!
yes! its 2006!
i hope this yr would be gr8!
yea and the month went on to be borin!
i had nothin to do!
& i mean LITERALLY nothin.
so i exercise most of the time.
goodness.
i was also dyin cos the freakin o's result was juz round the corner!


February

then it happened!
DOOMS DAY!!
FEB 10 was it?
yea!
gawd!
the day i felt like cryin but couldnt cry at all!
i got freakin 25 pts for L1R4!
What in the WORLD!
the worst was yet to come!
i couldnt go for any other course in poly except for some!
or rather i couldnt go for the courses i wanted!
I wanted to become a Doctor!
but no!
My destiny was to become a Nurse!
and so i applied for nursing in nyp with no choice.
i was NOT happy with my result AT all!
i felt like a TOTAL FAILURE!

MARCH

Was a pretty boring month i could say. i had nothin much to do !
oh wait that was the month i had issues with a sec sch classmate over the STUPIDEST matter in the entire universe!
yea okay.




APRIL-JUNE

It was my nursing course orientation!
Damme i STILL LOVE THAT DAY THE BEST!
haha. i rmb i met Nyl 1st at the Auditorium.lol
she was sittin on my right and xiu ping was on my left.
later durin lunch time(outside auditorium) i met deb, atiqah, afiqah, sonia, julz n lyz.
when we return back to e auditorium i met may and adelina.
then there were games and all.
gosh!
it was so much fun!
at the end of the day, most of us exchanged numbers.
we even planned to meet on the 1st day.

1st day we all met !
got our books and all!
i seriously enjoyed my life!
i love poly!
really fun!
may and i even had a birthday bash.
i was so touched and i still am!
i love them all!
1st ica was crazy.
The "R-er" Officially became our fav word! lol.

then there was Jam n Hop!
it was really very fun! we got to get to know alot of ppl!
its was a rockin day i say!

Our 1st ever class outin to sentosa!
woah ! 1 helluva time man!
precious moments!
haha. love it!
a few days later skk's bday celebration .
went to lil india, national lib and esplanade!

FUN FUN FUN!!

JULY-SEPT

july there wasnt anything much..
juz exams and stuff.

august

The "BOLLY BOLLY" thing was on the loose!
haha.
our lil outings .
and crappings.

Sept

ATTACHMENT!!!
omg!
haha
my 1st ever att at Toa payoh polyclinic.
i can still rmb 1st day!
got flood all
haha.
gawd!
then the followin att at CGH!
met a gd fren there , Evonne!
haha hey i miss u man!
after att was over.
i had my shoppin.


October-December

did major shoppin in oct.
celebrated debs bday.
major spring cleaning for deepavali.
PAINTING!

NOVEMBER IS THE MONTH I HATE THE MOST IN THIS WHOLE ENTIRE YEAR!
cos i went thru shit!
it was really uncool!
-PERIOD-

December ( now)

well well well..
december , a month i got to know alot of things.
a turning point i could say.
alot of changes goin on .
when i'm back in sch,
i'm a different me.
things that need to be changed shall be changed.
things that dont need to be changed will not be changed.

so all in all ,its a new outlook and inlook (lol if theres sucha word ) when the new year begins!
sorry ah! my engrish not that powderful lor!

yup so i guess i've reviewed my year!
have you?

Hello once again!
yes yes! a cosy rainy day it is.

so hows my new blogskin?
sexay aint it?
i know =)
thought it was time to get a more brighter color for my blog.
i like!

oh n theres this mysterious anonymous person who tagged last nite.
wierd.
i wonder if this person is You.
well if its You then, listen.
You're only making things worst by gettin irritated at everything i say n do.
cos i'm not bothering You no longer.
dont waste Your time and energy on such things.
oh and did i mention that i get really annoyed at the word " Whatever"?
no?
aww, My bad!
i Hate it.

well, att is in another week's time!
damme.
sometimes i dread going for att.
sometimes i enjoy going for att.
oh wells, we'll see how things go.

i hope i could go vivo later on.
got some stuffs to get!
if retail therapy is the name u call it, so it is!
=)

Happy Boxing Day !

Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP) You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky. You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations. It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school. You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you. You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience. In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment. At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur. With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out. As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes. On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

Now thats what i'm talking about!
thats so true bout me =)
Who said i didnt have personality?
things aint working out?
off it goes to Life Experience!
its time i show off my true personality.
Oh i so love myself! lol
okay this is whacky!

be gone!
i'm off.

Hey ! whats goin on everybody?!

was watching teen choice awards on channel 5 juz now.
damme! it was freaking good la!
johnny Depp was just DROP DEAD hotness!
walao.
orlando bloom was another Yummy fella there!
haha.
n i saw one of my fav too!
ZAC EFRON! he was so bloody cute!
Nelly furtado ft timberland performed "Promiscuous" and boy were they shaking their asses off!
well actually timberland didnt shake much , but anw!
Rihanna's "SOS" was unique!

hahaha ok ok.
enough of teen choice award.

i was suppose to go to JB.
but i didnt. or rather i couldnt!
my stupid cramps had to come n spoil things!
so my parents went ahead without me.
sigh.
so yea i m at home right now watchin tv since 2 pm.
kinda got tired of it n thought of updating my blog.
so here i m !

okay.
i m gonna watch Prison Break now.
So all of you out there have a Rockin Good Christmas!
Enjoy ! =)

Greetings all u lovely people!

what a beautiful day it is this christmas eve!
i enjoyed myself yesterday at the pre christmas party!
haha.
but i would say it wasnt as enjoyable as it use to be.
but nevertheless, every1 enjoyed!
i loved th CAKE!
omg!
it was yummy yummy!
sweet secrets mah!
what more could u expect?!
haha.

alrite all u elfs & pixies!
gtg n enjoy my lovely HOT yummy piZZa!!
haha


MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

greetings!

i m so freakin excited bout later!
theres gonna be a christmas party!
yay!
lol.

anw, did i mention how sexay my iPod Nano looks?
no?
Omg!
its so freakin HOT!
love it!
BLUE!

haha.
i dunno what to get for female for christmas!
hmmm..
lol female i got ur hint la.
but no money! hehe.
sorry la. but i'll think of something yea?

aight gtg get ready for later.
seeyall!

after much thought,
i can make changes to a few of my flaws.
like my walking , being more responsible ,stop contradicting myself,not being too nice,pride bring it down.
Ego? hmmm... well let me see.. thats something that'll be really hard to change.
i guess it'll change ,but not much.
i mean. thats me.
i wanna be who i really m.
but that doesnt mean i wont make changes to make myself a better person.
i will.
i'm a know it all? thats something i knew i had. but i didnt know how to get rid of it n i didnt quite bother bout it since no 1 qn me bout it.
but now?
i need to get rid of it. its like a freakin leech stuck on to me.
i dont think any1 would understand whats going on.
its complicated!
haha.

anw, i'm not gonna mention bout this topic anymore in my future entries.
yup .

Woo! christmas is juz 3 days away including today!
cant wait.
aight gotta buzz now!
ciao and MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

boy oh boy!
last night was juz rockin gd!
finally i got to know the reasons to why all of these were happening.
yes.
the reasons r all my flaws!
i got to know a few things that i seriously didnt know bout myself.
i also got to know things that i alrdy know about myself, but have been denying it all the while.
n i seriously HATE myself for that.
i even denied yesterday,i juz didnt want to admit my mistake.
WHY? cos i have EGO the size of a GLOBE!
i cant believe i did that!
this is bad man!
i finally realised all my mistakes.

you may ask what mistakes or rather what are my flaws.

1. Irresponsible
2. I contradict myself (i didnt know)
3. I walk like a gangster with my back hunched ( Lol. that i seriousli didnt know!)
4. I have Ego the size of a globe
5. Pride that is sky high
6. Tryna be someone i am not
7. I'm a KNOW IT ALL ( thats something i've tried to deny, but now its of no use)
8. I WAS TOO NICE!



so yea. these are my flaws.
i so admit my mistakes.
i seriously need to set my priorities right boy!
gosh!


oh yes! we are not talking now.
juz so we wouldnt irritate each other.
Though its a sad thing, i think its best for now.
i have no idea how things are gonna turn out when sch reopens after 5 weeks.
i m fine with whatever the outcome is gonna be .
i guess its for time to tell and for God to decide.
But one thing is for sure, I'll change for the better.
yea juz as the saying goes,"Action speaks louder than words"
i'll quit saying and put things into action.

i've had enough with words and its time for Action.

aight i'm off to do something worthwhile.
will update again.

i dont think u'll be reading this,but thanks for ur comments .Its an eye opener to me.
oh oh ! and juz cos i said thanks doesnt mean i m being Nice!

-im working on it !

Goodevening to one and all.

Its sucha cosy weather aint it?
raining all day long .
but its kinda annoyin at the same time.
cos i cant go out!
damme, i had to call off the class outing to sentosa juz cos of the rain.
Actually,that isnt the only reason i could say.
Many of them said they r not free.
lol.
i think if it wasnt called off , there would only be 7 or 8 out of 25 turning up.

Anw, christmas is juz ard the corner!
it next MONDAY!
gosh.
thats really fast.


oh oh ! guess what?
i'm gonna get my ipod nano changed!
to the gen 2 ! BLUE one!
wooohoo.
something went wrong with my ipod and it got screwed up.
i wanted to get it repaired, but my dad got some apple voucher.
so i mite as well make use of it right?
haha.
i think i'll have to top up about 120 bucks?
cos i m gonna trade in my nano too.
coolness!

cant wait till friday!










SEXAY aint it?

aight i would like to end my post with a beautiful song that was introduced to me by
ALICIA SIAW WEI ZHEN!( Iloveyou!thanksforcheeringmeup=)lol.weshallbeEMOtogetherNconsoleourselvesatthesametime.)
its a meaningful song which is consoling i could say.
haha.
i'm sure many of you feel this way.
dont worry, you are not alone =)

A year from now by across five aprils

Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority, Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

-nevertakeanyoneforgranted

You KNOW WHAT?!
I FINALLY REALISED HOW WORTHLESS IT IS TO HAVE HOPE THAT THINGS WOULD CHANGE SOMEHOW!

NOW I'VE SERIOUSLY LOST HOPE !
TO THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH I'VE CARED AND THIS IS WHAT I GET IN RETURN!
HOW SELF FISH OF YOU ?

NO MORE!
I MAKE SURE YOU ARE GONNA BE THE 1ST AND LAST PERSON TO HURT ME THIS MUCH!

THAT JUZ IT!

WHATEVER IT IS, IM SO MOVING ON WITH LIFE!
YOU WANNA STAY THAT WAY THEN SO BE IT !
JUZ KNOW TWO THINGS!
I DONT HATE YOU AND I STILLL TREAT YOU AS MY FREN.
I DONT CARE HOW YOU TREAT ME COS ITS NOT GONNA AFFECT ME FROM NOW ON!

i dont care if you think i m being absolutly childish to blog this out ,
anw i dont think its not gonna affect u in any way.

-outtatheway.

I se siente de algún modo que seré un solitario en mi clase.si que eso sucederá, yo no tengo la menor idea gravemente cómo soy yendo a gozarme en mi escuela.lo se siente como si el tres de ellos se sientan igualmente difícil en este momento. ¡Puedo explicar por qué yo me siento este manera.pero que una cosa es seguramente! ¡Yo LOS QUIERO EN MI VIDA y APENAS LA MANERA que ELLOS UTILIZAN SEA!

i have nothing left to say.
as much as i said i have let go,its hard to let go of MEMORIES.
Tengo miedo de perder a mis amigos.



i seriously hate it when my imaginations run wild for the wrong things!
it juz makes things worst!

¡Yo me puse entiendo cómo que ella puede actuar como si nada está equivocado! Ella habla conmigo como ella habla para desechar. Yo lo odio cuando un amigo quien una vez me trató tan agradable, ahora me trata derroto que algo.

¡Pierdo todo que TODOS HICIMOS JUNTOS! ¡Todo! ¡Tengo suelto todo menos las memorias buenas todos nosotros tenido juntos como 4 mejores amigos! ESPECIALMENTE las memorias que USTED y yo tuvo. Sabemos casi todo acerca de uno al otro. Casi todo, yo me puse pienso que sé todo acerca de usted. Y AHORA, USTED ACABA DE DEJAR SIN el DICHO. O atleast que cómo yo me siento. ¡USTED no ES JUSTO!

yup! thats alli have to say.
enjoy reading spanish amigos!

hello everybody!
its the start of the hols at last!
yayness!

cant wait for next tues and thurs!
class outing.
we're headin to sentosa and escape theme park!
haha
yea! we'll go for the rainbow ride as many times as possible and not forgetting the water ride!
woah!
its an oh-so-amazing experience that one should never miss!
NOT EVER!
lol.
its gonna even more fun since Mr. pasir ris and Ms. Fur are gonna be there!
shiok ah!

anw, i m really glad schools over and i wont be headin to sch for a pretty long time.
lets see.
1st its 2weeks hols n following that would be 3 weeks att!
wow!
tats 5 weeks away from school!
i guess i m gonna miss sch some how, but not as much as i missed school in sem 1.
its kinda funny to think about it.
i loved school cos of ONE *, and now i dont really fancy school cos of the same ONE *
haha. its part of school life i guess?
oh and after that 5 weeks its back to sch for 2 weeks and then its 2 weeks for prep of exam i think? then its EXAMS!!
oh my kadavuleh!!
after that its ATT AGAIN!
lol its either 2 or 3 weeks.
then , ITS HOLS once again!

i need to catch up with my old pals!
all you kcpps,bps ppl!
its been awhile guys.
u guys let me know a day n i'll be there.
or at least try my very best to be there =)
haha.

aight then ,i'll be off now!
shall start practicing guitar once again!

-its time i let go.
That just what i've done.
boy! i feel alot betta!

Labels: i've let go

good morning ladies and gents!

its tuesday and i juz got up an hour.
it sure feels gd to wake up later than the usual time i get up for sch everyday!
yes people! i dont have school tdy!
how cool?
oh and its official that exams r over!
well not for this sem la, but at least for now!
haha feels good i say.

next week is the start of my hols.
wooooooo!
and with christmas round the corner, i juz cant wait for LAST MINUTE shoppin!
haha.
yayness!
i've gotta get a few presents for a few ppl!
well i've alrdy bought 3 ! another i dunno how many more to go !
gosh!
CHRISTMAS!!
the joy of giving!

haha.
i love christmas!
not only cos of the presents part, but cos of the feeling of satisfaction i get after giving others!
the happiness u see in their faces is juz PRICELESS!
i juz love it!

yup well i gotta get going ,
abit of shoppin and wrapping of presents to do =)
have a great day ahead all u humans!!

all i want for this white christmas is YOU`

Labels: white christmas

hello once again.
its been awhile since i've updated eh?
yup so here goes nothin,

this week was pretty much stressful with all the exams and ICAs!
i've cleared my clinical test .
boy it felt dammme good!
bio prac is over and so is 1082 ICA!
coolness!
now its juz 1032 and my freakin elective module!
i must clear it by hook or by crook!
once those 2 r done i m so gonna enjoy myself!
haha.

anw i dunno if i m gonna sound childish la,
but who cares?!
i miss my bunch of friends!
seriously! like loads and loads.
i seriously hope for a miracle to happen for things to be BACK TO GOOD OL' TIMES!
i realli love u guys! =)
i dunno and i dun care if u think i siao!
but i realli do love and miss yall!
esp tat 1!
yall r juz part me!

well theres juz more to say but i'll stop!
i know whats mentioned above may not have made sense!
this is how its like in my brain..

anw i cant wait for weekends!! i wanna watch movie!!
yea gtg now.
nite world!

=)