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 Friday, March 17, 2006|3:14 PMI seriousli have no idea whats goin on these dayz! Its bloody wierd! When i turn to my right I see best of frens havin misunderstandings. WHY?! I know misunderstandings do happen between best frens, but its juz sad to see. come on guys! yall have been frens for sucha long time? why dont all of u talk it out? over a coffee? atleast u guys get to clear the uncomfortable feelin u have towards the other party? isnt that gd? try it! When I turn to my left I see young kids what gettin laid, takin drugs, glue sniffin , gang fights,etc.. When I look straight, I see the world comin to an END! When I close my eyes, I see pain, sadness, problems and everything! WTH!! Whats going on?! I juz dont get it! The worst part is I dont know whats the problem I m facing! I realli dont know why am I feelin like this! like an idiot ? swine? moron? jerk? jackass? bitch? fuck face? which one is it? I DONT KNOW! am i being a gd daughter? am i being a gd granddaughter? am i being a gd friend? am i being a gd cousin? am i being a gd student? am i being a gd citizen? argh! its a feelin I juz cant explain! AT ALL!! maybe i should just be incommunicado! why isnt time flyin fast when i need it to! I juz need something! but whats the something? maybe a fren? maybe go out? maybe skol? maybe running ard the block? maybe a motivation? have yall ever thought what is it gonna be like in 10 yrs time? what would we be doin? maybe workin? some maybe even married? life isnt gonna be easy at all! esp when it comes to the workin society everyone fights/struggles to maintain their positions or to move up! they can even go to an extend where they would even put others in trouble to move ahead! being bias, being what i call idiotic! its a stupid life out there! but still you have to go thru it! oh wells! i guess thats what you call"LIFE!" I know i literalli jumped from one topic to another! cos thats whats goin on in my head! nothing stays still. it jumps to something else. oh fuck it! puttin the past behind and startin afresh sure is difficult! but i will not give up! put the past behind and start afresh yall ! xoxo 
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